Hi, this is my proposal for you, try to have several time with your mom, and your family, talk about many good things, remember good time, and then, go to a pacifical place, have a nice ride, buy some ice, go to a go cars, play on arcade, then, write a letter or a simple book, try to think in your life, and then, try to leave all your activities on peace. then just talk with your mom, huge her a lot, kiss her a lot, and just say her, this is not a fired, is just the new beginning, love you so much, with all my heart.
with love your son.